here.

every time i think about the past and the way things used to be i start to cry, and then a find a smile creeping onto my face.  looking back at all that used to be and the way things were - it makes me miss it, but i know i've grown and moved on into a beautiful new creation.  i'm happy with who i am now and i'd never have gotten here if it weren't for every detour along the way, every person who touched my life, every mistake i made, every heart break that i had to face, and every thing that went wrong on top of all that went right.  it's been a long journey from the past to the place i'm in now and i wouldn't change a thing, cause i'd never be who i am today without all the mistakes i made before i got here.