circumstances.

now i'm not blaming it on circumstances, the way things turned out to be.  i'm just saying, we only got here because of the way things fell together and maybe even fell apart.

here.

every time i think about the past and the way things used to be i start to cry, and then a find a smile creeping onto my face.  looking back at all that used to be and the way things were - it makes me miss it, but i know i've grown and moved on into a beautiful new creation.  i'm happy with who i am now and i'd never have gotten here if it weren't for every detour along the way, every person who touched my life, every mistake i made, every heart break that i had to face, and every thing that went wrong on top of all that went right.  it's been a long journey from the past to the place i'm in now and i wouldn't change a thing, cause i'd never be who i am today without all the mistakes i made before i got here.